I Am Trying, For Today, Not To Worry About All That.

Today I am going to my training to be a substitute teacher.

I earned my teaching certification decades ago, and I have been teaching kids one-on-one in their homes. I really love teaching one-on-one. But I can earn some additional money as a substitute, and I think I would like to be back in the classroom – temporarily and for the short term.

So today is the training, and I am actually quite scared. I am afraid about going into the school and spending all day in a classroom with kids I don’t know. I am afraid of not knowing what to do for a whole day when I get there. I’m afraid that the staff won’t help me and that I won’t know where to go or what to do during lunch and I’m afraid that the other teachers won’t have time to answer me if I have a question.

I’m afraid that the kids won’t like me. I’m afraid that they will be mean to me, or think I am mean, or that I will make some stupid mistake and that the parents will find out about my stupid mistake and they won’t like me either. I am not feeling confident at all.

But I am trying, for today, not to worry about all that.

After all, I am just going to an office building today.

I am just going to hang out with a bunch of other people who want to be substitutes, and learn what it’s all about. I am going to sit in a room for hours, learning about policies and procedures.

That I can handle.

I will have to decide about the rest of it later.

2 Comments

  1. Kirsten says:

    Thanks, Glenn! After the orientation, I learned that I MUST teach 10x a year to be kept on the list – so we shall see!

  2. Glenn says:

    You’ll be a great teacher! Those kids will be lucky to have you.

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